escape

Hush,
Sit in the hole,
Fearsome pit.
Smells like mystery, soil and shit
Full of nothing: nothings bliss
Gaze at the deep nights black abyss

There's no escape
But I can't just cry
Dream life to a rope 
Of I'll fucking die
Try to climb out when the earth is dry
Watch my fingertips split halfway to the sky 

Can't climb out, either, when the earth has drunk
Hundred heavy gallons that the clouds blind dumped
Try to claw my way up
While the wet wall crumble 
Just to fall on my as

In a cold black puddle